Impulse

Impulsivity.

It can bring so much joy and laughter

More than you can ever imagine you deserve

Just when you thought its imaginative and that the package will never arrive in your hands

Right beside you, you lay it down

You can't believe that your mind for once connects to the real world

And that the nature is realising whats buried there all along

You look at it, the package that now lies, real, tangible, even with your eyes close

Silliness are unacknowledged happiness for the pride-beaten beings

The brightly-colored flowers are the child-like gestures that we still manage to keep within us

Impulsivity, it brings out, sometimes, the best of us

But everything real has two sides, and you can't change nothing

You witness that the same impulse can hurt

Its bullets target your most loved ones

Power to control, you tell your brain

But no, thats what impulse are love

Because like a flick of the fingers, it comes uninvited and leaves you with guilt

Its ignorance will disregard the presence of guilt that scars you

Rationale will come a while after

Talking, talking, it just can't stop flooding you with words

But your pride will attempt to shut you up

Convincing you that its not worth it

Why befriend with honesty when pride prevails and bring you far, it will deceit you

You gotta empty the pail and start anew

You look again, into the package that comes your way and everything else fades

It's worth it, every effort, discomfort and suppressing of the inborn pride

Conscience will wake you, though it won't change you.

So open your eyes, and empty your pail, because its the only way to keep it flowing.

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