A talking baby in a funny American cartoon once quoted "I don't like change!!" when he realized his rooftop has a huge hole because his dad used it to build a bar at his house garden (if you know what cartoon I'm talking about, I'm starting to like you).
But really, maybe we all don't actually like changes, no matter how adventurous we said we are. Anxiety is the agony of standing in the midst of a process that's beyond your control. After all, what's the fun of knowing it all, isn't it? Ergh... no it's not fun not knowing either. But what if you already know, but it's not something you've asked for? Could time change your perspective on your wants?
"I'd rather look a fool, than never have tried". I feel that these are crazy; the taking-on-chances thing, the trying-without-bargaining-power thing, the let's-do-it-to-make-us happy thing, the I-wanna-search-when-I-know-I'm-better-off-at-home thing. But what are we if we don't do these crazy things? We'll all be dead by now won't we?
I once said that happiness is never a waste of time. I earn my chance and I take what I deserve. But there comes a time when coming changes are driven by the welfare of our loved ones. They are not sacrifices we make for them, they are "sleepy conscience" that pushes us to look around us waking our sense of responsibility up.
Time is ticking, and the pressure is rising. But to who? Them? Me? I'm sick of giving answers to strangers who sit and watch me make or break.
Picture Ref.: by *V-IMAgine-L, available also at http://v-imagine-l.deviantart.com/art/Make-art-Not-war-187288143?q=boost%3Apopular%20make%20or%20break&qo=63
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