London Will Never be Ours

My chest hurts

The streets of London will never be ours 

For it was never ours to begin with

And the future draws us in separate ways

I want to feel the breeze with you

I want to wrap my arms around you when I’m cold 

I want to feel the drizzle on our skin

I want to run my fingers through the droplets on your face

I am putting myself out there 

As vulnerable as you are

But you are brave for loving me despite of the past 

I see you, I hold this love dearly

What if I am never ready to see another

What if I am ready for you 

What if my heart is full with you 

What if you have taken all there is left of me

For you are my home 

My shelter my comfort 

You give me strength 

Like the moon you inspire me 

You are my happiness

For we are both fools in love with no end

But it’s painful to see the past has tainted it 

The future isn’t giving way 

I am grateful for our journey 

I am grateful for you 

I am grateful for this raw love

I am grateful for the laughter and tears 

I close my eyes and I see you 

My heart is full

I am at peace 

I will always love you.