Wonders & Wander

I hope you know that I would do anything in my power to make you happy, to protect you and to comfort you, above all else. I hope to death that you, of all people, see it, because none in the past saw it when it mattered. 

I know that what we have is a rare precious gem. I just wish that you see where we both stand, and its ok if you are not on the same page, as long as you see where I am, because I see where you are and I am at peace.  

You said you see through me, you do.. and I am, an open book to you. I am grateful that I am.. but I feel that you dont let me in sometimes.. maybe I dont understand you enough..I cant help but wonder, did you at least open the door into your mind as you swim through the wonders of your sea or is this you protecting me ?  

I have learnt to love you with an open heart, and I hope you see that this is a safe haven to be open. Its like when you run and your mind wanders, do you trust me in loving you ?