Crossroads

How do you see yourself ?

Sometimes its so hard to find the words to articulate how you feel really

And you don't know if life at some point draws that line of courage in you and told you it was stupid and so the fear and insecurity grow bigger than you, in you, feeding from your daily routine

Your scope narrows

Your focus not as sharp for years its been too long

And now the same life demands that out of you again somehow reborn as if it has never hurt that side of you

It demands you to be fearless

Courageous and full of spirit

Like someone who isn't guilty of a wrongdoing

How do you spread your wings which have been glued to your chest for so long now

You wonder if it's a process you have to do on your own, at your own pace, for every feather which opens up is a process

Whilst the surrounding appears like a bunch of impatient crowd ready to rip that bandage off, not knowing that it will not reap the fruit but a wound which would find another place to heal

As everyone finds a place to mature

You are in constant search to see if where you've been remains the right place

Because it seemed like the right place to grow but is it the right place for you to spread that wings wide, majestic as it deserves ?

How do you get there, to a place where you can spread my wings and yet, be home?