Colourless

My heart sank
Not only did it not work
You have tainted it with childish gestures
The memories were sold cheaply
Not only did you not understand
You did not love me, maybe never have
But if you ever did, I was wrong in not telling you
Its not how I see love 

I was filled with anger
One which blamed myself more than you or us
For it was a poor judgment of character from my side
I wanted to tell you how I feel
When we were still one and even now
This anger I couldn't hold it in much longer
As it corrups me
And so I am writing to you
A piece which you will, also, never comprehend
Because your eyes never strayed from looking at you and yourself only

But I no longer need you to understand me
As I release my anger in this piece
We were not good together
I guess we had our time, a short one
But never should have pushed for more
Nothing should be that dreadful, not love

As I remember our days towards the end, it has ended way before I pulled out
You should have known better too
Because somewhere in you
You know I'm not home to you

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